Crappy Love Life
Went out just now. Well, it was such a boring day. Caught a movie, "The Exorcism of Emily Rose" at Tampines Mall. Yea.. Real bored. Perhaps shouldn't have gone. Actually I didn't want to go. First of all, it's too late. Next, i had a bad throat. Last, mum doesn't really like it. But well, i still went. Then, went back. That's about it. Nothing much happened. Now, online, arguing with Kk. Shucks. I shall not be bothered about it. Cos' there's still something really big which is bothering me right now. What else? My Crappy love life. You know what? - When I'm alone i feel so much better. And when i'm around you, i don't feel together. - Quote of the day. I honestly hate this life. Let me go if you know you gonna hurt me! I don't wanna be so deeply in love with ya and ended up falling cos' it gonna hurt so much, so much. I don't wanna be like the past whereby crying to sleep is my lullaby. If it's really so hard, it's really so confusing, i'll let you go, all you have to do is just say so. I can wait, i definately can, but don't let me wait for NOTHING. I know you're confused, under-pressured as you said? Everyone wants to have the best of everything but you know what? It DON'T work this way. Just get your choice right and don't regret it. But if you really can't make up ya mind. GO with her. I willing to sacrifice cos' I don't feel save with you. You're making me THE bitch. It feels like shit. I never in my life ever thought i'll be two-sided. And now i'm being one. And I'm NOT like that. Please don't make me one... ...
With love, on Wednesday, November 02, 2005
xxx This scene is DEAD xxx
xxx This scene is DEAD xxx
